Hello everyone, I’m here to tell my story. I’m from a traditionally large Mexican family, so growing up i had lots of aunts, uncles, and cousins. Lots of cousins. One weekend night i was staying at my Aunts house hanging out with two of my cousins who were around the same age as me 8-11 years old. my aunt and uncle went out to a party and left us kids in the apartment. They took an older cousin of mine with them, whom is 10 years older than i am. Well fast forward to around 1 am when they came back. I was the only one awake watching tv. my cousins were sleeping in their room they had bunk beds so one was in each bunk. I remember my aunt and uncle and cousin coming back intoxicated. they went into their room and fell asleep. I was planning on sleeping on the couch and not in the room with my cousins. well my older cousin (whom was drunk) laid down on bottom bunk where my other little cousin was sleeping. For some reason the bottom bunk was a bigger bed. Almost like a queen size. All of a sudden i hear my drunk cousin telling me to go sleep in the room. I remember telling him that i was going to sleep in the living room and him insisting i go sleep over there. So i was like okay, i didnt think nothing bad about it because in a Mexican household it’s normal for all boys to sleep in one room and on the same bed.
I walked into the room and he told me to lay down and sleep in between him and my other cousin. My other cousin was already snoring. He has aways been on the heavy size so he was a heavy sleeper. As i was trying to fall asleep i remember feeling a hand on my waist, running down to unbutton my pants (my drunk cousin obviously) i was scared and didn’t say anything. just pretended to be asleep. However, that did not stop him. He pulled down my pants and started to penetrate me. well he was trying because it didn’t fit and it hurt and i was pulling away in pain. I was horrified. I even tried to pinch my cousin to wake him up so that Angel (my drunk older cousin) would stop. Yes, ironically his name is Angel. I remember my body shaking. i was scared. Then he grabs my hand and puts it on his penis. At that time my hand was little obviously and i remember thinking “wow he’s huge that cannot fit in me” i just left my hand there and he grabs my hand and strokes his penis almost like showing me how to do it. then as he is doing that he begins to kiss my neck.. ughhh and i remember the kisses vividly because he wreaked of alcohol. i had trouble having sex with drunk guys later in life because of that... i thought they were all going to not stop if i said no. There is way more to this story and the trauma it caused me. let me know if yall want a part 2.